bLo.OgGiie

2007-11-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

They say..

PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW)

If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse.

For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321.

The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine.

The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you.

This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists.

Hmmmm, I feel like trying it out!

Sometimes, words just can't express everything

2007-11-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

Off day today! :D

Watched Enchanted, then to my grandma's!

***********************

Ah, seriously..

Each time, it's just like.. You know, it's really hard to fathom the faaaact that..

That..

You're the cause of it.

& you?

You did not stop it from happening.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm..

It's really some food for thought.

***********************

Thank you dear, it really was a pleasant surprise!

& it's really sweet of you!

Mwaaaaah! <3

2007-11-20T09:13:00.000+08:00

It's so obvious lahhhhhh.

;)

2007-11-19T08:26:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 7am!

I can't seem to sleep longer, like, ever since the O's, I've been waking up at 8 or earlier every now & then.

Prom's tomorrow!

I've some eagerness & reluctancy though, like..

What if something embarrassing occurs?

Like, I trip onto some curb & fall flat on my face, it's gonna be the worst incident, EVER!

Solemly prays that nothing of this sort happens tomorrow man!

I can't wait to see everyone in their sexy dresses & outfits!

This year's theme: Black & White.

;)

BOOOOGIE WONDERLAAAAAAAAAAAAND!!!

2007-11-18T07:26:00.000+08:00

Graduation Day

Nostalgia Night @ Junyuan Primary

Mr Daniel, our track & field teacher!

He's obviously fatter! ;D

Mrs Ann Tan, our Vice Principle

Issyam! My classmate for 6years straight!

Mrs Barbara Tan

Elias, the used-to-be guai kia

Our parade square

Urgh, Jiahui, you weren't here!
Dumbo, you & your chalet! :(
You better show yourself next time! I miss you loads & I wanna see your tongue!!

There're still so many others like Sue-Ann & all that I didn't get to see too.
This gathering, was alright lah, didn't enjoy much, but it's the meetup with these peeps that's fun!

Sorry Xiu Ling, I didn't mean to kick your phone! I really thought it's a plastic cup! :(

& Ying Kai & the rest are getting taller!
But, I'm still stuck at this height -.-
Sian-ed.

2007-11-17T00:16:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling so bored, and tired, and with nothing to do now.

I want to sleep, but I'm lazy to get my butt off the chair.

How??

tats-life.blogspot.com!

2007-11-14T08:10:00.000+08:00

Ah, after much "Should I, or Should I not's?", I've decided to be back here!

Anyway, sometimes, things are not what I'd expected and want them to be.

Y'know, like..

Why is there a block of grey underneath this post??

I'VE MOOOOVED!

2007-08-19T11:02:00.000+08:00

RELINK YA'ALL!

SEE YA! :D

On a hiatus

2007-08-16T20:08:00.000+08:00

I'm getting sick of this.
Or maybe I don't have the temptation to blog, just YET.
Anyhow, farewell.

Will be back when I feel like it.
LOL

Good luck & takecare people.
Sayonara!
:)

This might not be how you wanted it to be

2007-08-09T11:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPOREEEEE!!!
& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

Okay, seems like it's been quite sometime since I last blogged that I suddenly lost the interest in blogging!

I don't know what to update on..
Neither do I know what's happening around me - Why stuffs are like this instead of that.

It sucks, to have this feeling of, you know what you wanna do, but yet, you just don't know how to get it started on..

Here I am, thinking hard with my fingers on the keyboard, with letters only appearing seconds later..

& I've got the best & simplest way of finishing up this post!

Here are some random pictures. Enjoy! :D

I'm sorry girl.

So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose

2007-08-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

Teenagers

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk'
Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The world will never be the same

2007-07-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

My oh my, it's been a long time again, since I last blogged.
Life's for me going on quite well, now that I've picked up a new drug.
However, time is running short.. Prelims & the BIG O's are coming!!!!!

Zzzzzz.

Anyhow, I'm not gonna be ranting about how stressed/scared/nervous/excited I am about the exams. Because, everyone will be talking about that too & to blog about this topic is just toooo.. Dry. :)

BUT! What you'll see further down this post are my rants about what happened during yesterday's Flag Day!

To start it off, we got our tins outside Tampines Mall's HangTen and started deciding where to go. Some wanted to walk around TM, some got so enthu-ed & started finding spots to statue already! But Junyuan wasn't the only school doing CIP thou, there were like a couple more schools doing too, so there's like some sort of tough competition!

My friends & I went block to block ringing on their doorbells & knocking on their doors asking for donations instead of standing alongside newspaper/bus stands.

Now that's when the fun part starts..

It's like we get to see the different sides of people's life & attitudes once they opened their doors.

Some opened, but upon hearing "Hi, would you like to spare some coins to help the needy elderly?" Some rejected politely/rudely & slammed the door hard.

Thank god not all Singaporeans are like that! It's really heartwarming to see people donating even at least 20cents! At least they have the heart to, don't they? :D

It's really contradicting to see houses that are elagantly furnished declining donations. Yet those that are not so, donated.

What I'm saying here isn't actually true, cause some owners who've their houses in glasses donated quite a sum. But, as a whole, isn't that what it really is? Like the more assests we have, the more we'd like to keep it for ourselves? & the more we don't, the more we'll pity those in the same plight as ours?

You get my point?

So what's with the young generations these days, with children having laptops instead of desktops, yet treating me as though I'm with an invisibility cloak on. I'm not saying like "Oh suck, you MUST donate!" But hey, at least open your mouth & shoo me away instead of making eye contact with me & looking back at your damned lappy! Sigh, I damn gek sim... :(

What will the world be like, if our future leaders (speaking of which, US young generations) are like so stingy, rude & everything bad?

Will we even be able to survive? Now that Mother Nature's getting her revenge?

Life's not about earning BIG BUCKS, or scoring as many A's. Or being the best person on earth, or being the most handsome/pretty person. It's about what you've learnt from the day you're born till you die, the most valuble lessons you've gained. It's about those things that you've done that made you feel whole, motivated or made someone else happy. It's about those times you've spent with your friends and love ones, not those memories that are so boring, like being praised for being top in class, BUT having green eyed monsters critisizing behind your back.

But, that's life, isn't it? ;D

I miss 31st May - 10th June 2007

2007-07-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. I miss those times...

Oh you make me happy, so very happy, once again =]

2007-07-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

Zzz, I guess I'm getting sick of blogggggggggging already!

Monday: YOUTH DAY!! Celebrated Shu Mei's advanced birthday! Tampines SAFRA > My place where watched movies > Cake cutting & pizza eating! :D > Singing of songs with lead guitarist.. JING XIN!! :D > First gagagagagaga after so long :)

Tuesday: Stayed back after school for night study.

Wednesday: Zzzzzz thought UK trip presentation will be presented, but nevermind! Cause in 2weeks time, it will be! :D

Thursday: Miss Lin's birthday! My class gave her this huge card about the size of a newspaper & Nadia's mum baked her a chocolately cake!!
Zzzzz & I just hate it when Mr Tan goes around poking his nose into others when they're INNOCENT! I'm utterly disappointed, I really am. & sometimes I wonder, don't the staffs in my school or anyone,(suck, I didn't have the courage to) just go up to him & tell him that he's in the wrong? Well I really want him to get to his senses! I feel sad for that boy.. Sigh...
& thanks, for everything! :)

Friday: Nothing much happened, just that my bro got upset with me cause I caused his computer to lag quite abit. Damn I can't believe I'm just soooo "connected" with computers lah, I merely used his com on monday morning for afew hours & POOF! Thank god everything's clean & clear.... & under control! :D

Aside,
Bottomline, I still have to go.
Suck, damn suck....
My plan's always spoiled..
Suck, really suck manz...

So get back, back, back

2007-07-01T09:09:00.000+08:00

WALAO I DAMN STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AH!!!!

I CAN'T SEEM TO BURN/COPY DVD TO DVD/R!
I CAN'T EVEN COPY&PASTE PICTURES INTO IT!!
WHAT IS THIS MANZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!? =(

NOW, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO WRITE FOR THE REFLECTIONS WHICH NEEDS TO BE HANDED IN ON TUES TOGETHER WITH THE PICTURES!!!!!

WALAO DAMN SIANZ. SUPER ZZZZZZ....

DAMN SUCK, YOU SUCK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Every day & night,

2007-06-29T22:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, i need to chioooooooong this post ASAP!

First things first, CONGRATULATE ME! For I have broken a record of not using the computer for A WEEEEEEEEK!! :D
Mooooohahahahaha!

The whole of this week has been a good start actually!

Mon: New day, new teachers, new shoes!! LOL DAMN GOT BLISTERS! > Outram for dental. WOAH SIAN THEY REALLY CHEAT MONIEEEEE!!!! > Pasar Malam > Grandma's house for dinner > Home!

Tues: KFC after school > School for night study > Home

Wed: Pool/Bowling, PHOTO HUNT!!!!! WALAO SIANZ CANNOT BREAK THEIR RECORD! > Food Palace! LOL WHAT A NICE INVENTION THEY HAD! > School > Home

Thurs: MT ORAL! DUMB TEACHER WITH THE DUMB ATTITUDE! HATE IT WHEN SHE WAS THE ONE WHO BROKE THE EYE CONTACT! DUMBOOOOO > Home > Daddy's Little Girls! Nice movie! Family First by Whitney Houston is niceee!! Anyone who has that song PLEASE send it to meeeeee!! THANK YOU!

Fri: Completed POA & ENG hmks in school today! DAMN I FEEL SOOO GODAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I FINISHED THEM! LOLEEEELOL. :D

Okay done! :D

What would you say if I took those words away?

2007-06-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

Oh my, Imeem is like so zz now with all the 30sec previews crap.

Anyway, on a happier note,
This week has been a good one for me! :D

Fantastic Four on Monday.

Studied at the fried chickens' house on Tuesday, but I got fried instead. LOL.

Poa lessons on Wednesday > Rob da bank > Cass got "robbed" instead > home > sang with guitarist JINGXIN!! > 200pounds beauty > sang again with guitarists JINGXIN & XUNING! > Seow group huat arh! > 940 & JX ton-ed the night to do hmks.

AH HAHAHAHAHA! I TELL YOU ONE FUNNY & OH MY GOD!!! AWWWWWW THING!!

Woah damn shiok sia, 940 helped me to cover myself in blanket!
Like, I was already asleep & she took a blanket out from my cupboard & put it on me to keep me warm lehhhh!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!! OMG SHYYYY ^^

Thursday morning breakfast with 940 & JX > home > tried the mamee snack in boiling water > they went home > finally started on my homeworks!

Friday!!! AH THE BEST/2ND BEST DAY OF THIS WEEEEEEK! :D

But firstly, I need to apologise for being late!
Damn, for the 2nd time, I continued sleeping even though I heard the alarm ring! Thanks JX for waking me up! :D

Cycled to ECP & had lunch at macs > actually wanted to Bowl but dropped the idea after that. BUT! WE SAW THIS CUTE LITTLE HUNK OVER THERE!!! OMG OMG DROOOLS* HAHAHAHA! > cycled back to xn's hse > the girls walked home with me > Norbit!!!! HAHA! DAMN FUNNY SHOW! "How you doing?!"

OH YES! OH YES!! XN IS DNB & I AM NNT!!! =D

Here are some pictures taken today:

The caucasian daddy is much much much loving, devoted & caring towards his children THAN the local typical daddy in Singapore who're much more rough & impatient towards their children.
I can still remember the scene when his son talked to him & he was like looking into the air above his son's head rather than making eye contact! ZZZZ

I SWEAR, I SWEAR, I'M GONNA STAY AT THESE KINDA HOUSES!
Psssst! Combine capitals leh ^^

SSS shall gather here to sing with the tunes coming out from our guitarists on their guitars!! :D

Alongside Bedok park connector, I think?

Thank you Xu Ning, for lending me your bike! :D

Ahhh, our bicycles are enjoying the sea-view!

This is crap manz, we've to like carry our bikes up & down this staircase in order to enter/leave ECP!

Jing Xin is strong manz! Oh & if I do this everyday, I'll have muscles veeeeery soon!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Oh here is something random, I FIND TANNED PEOPLE SEXY!!

So leave me dancing, in November night

2007-06-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

This is shit. The worst shit I've ever had.

I can't believe this entry has been shown as a BLANK PAGE & I have to retype all over again.
Z all the way manz..

I'm feeling so zzzzzzzz about those damned creepy crawlies,

99 episodes of Bleach couldn't be copied into the DVD-R when I thought they'd been!

My computer is lagging the shit outta me even though I've got like more than enough memory space!
I hope 400gb+80external is enough to satisfy this damned rectangle with many computer chips inside & also to not make my computer seem so laggy!

I really, really, don't feel like using this computer of mine anymore.
I swear I will TRY MY BEST to stop using it once my dad's done with partitioning my hardrive & shit, I can't believe I'm sucha procrastinator.
I can't even get a simple job of burning Bleach into a DVD-R.

I can't seem to get rid of UK fever too.
This is getting sick, I'm getting lesser sleep each day & I think this so-called un-entertaining fury post of mine is due to my tiredness as well.

Just so you know,
This. Feeling. Really. Sucks.

:(

UK TRIP 31ST MAY - 10TH JUNE

2007-06-13T03:56:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSSS! FINALLY!
I'M DONE WITH THE UPLOADINGS!!!

PLEASE PLEASE BE PATIENT FOR THE PICTURES TO BE LOADED YA? IT'S GONNA BE SUPEEEEER LAGGGY I TELL YA!

& I'M SO SORRY THAT THERE AINT NO CAPTIONS!
(I don't think some are in order though)

HERE ARE SOME SONGS TO LIVEN THINGS UP SO THAT THESE PICS WONT BORE THE LIVES OUTTA YA!
MUST HEAR HOR!

ALRIGHTY THEN! ENJOOOOOOOOOOOOOOY! :D

I miss being in UK like hell manz.
I miss everyone there!

Here're some shoutouts to UK-ers! (not in order of rank hokay)

EDWIANA! Damn I miss you! Times spent with you is wonderful! With all the picture takings & everything! I'm so gonna miss sleeping beside you! Nice games you've thought of eh? OH AND! You really shocked us all the other day when you were in the room & I forgot to bring the key out with me that we've to keep banging on the door & keep shouting out your name to "Open the door!!" HAHAHA! Thanks for your jokes & everything too babe!

FELINA! Hey! Hey! You! You! Ginger cat! I like your sense of style!

KAILI! So sorry I was unable to take care of you when you were unwell! Thanks for making the trip wonderful!

SYAZA! Hey sexay! Gagagagaga I like it when you said: "Eh Rachel!" Wow! Hahaa!

CANDY! Aiyo you ah! Stop thinking negatively & be strong ya! Don't worry! You've got your family behind you, supporting you even if the WHOLE WORLD TURNS DOWN ON YOU!! Go! Go! Jiayou! Always remember, you've got a choice to make ya. & don't say "I dont know!" I hear leow damn dulan one leh!

ANATI! I know you like my eyes rolling over to your... HAHAHAHA!! ;D

FOONGMEI! Errr heemm heeem heeeem!! Walao you this throat-stuck-er! I know you've got 2 stuffs to laugh-out-loud for the whole year already! ;)

AISHA!! Gagagaggaa I love your smiles & laughters!

MIAN ER! Yoyo ni hao! Seeems like I've gained myself a partner on this trip eh? HAHAA! I miss your hugs! & MUACK! MUACK! MUACKIEXZX!

JONAS! Haha! AYAM BODOH! I miss seeing you doing that with the chicken actions!! & "I love to eat the sun on top of the egg" & the other day at York when you REALLY FARTED but nobody believed you as we all thought that you were playing with that FartBomb as your hands were in your pocket!!!! HAHAHA! WALAO DAMN FUNNY LAH! & thanks for the chips! :D

CASSANDRA! Yeah you always show me your meat! I dont wanna seeee!

YANI! Ehhhh hellouuuu! Damn girl, you're one hilarious person! It's been great knowing you! :D

EUGENE! Hello ball ball! WAHAHAHAH "I can never fail to laugh whenever I see your face!" & you're just so damn farnie laaaaa!

HANIS! Wakakakakakaka! I like your laughters too!

CLARENCE! Walao your bones are like.. Super flexible la! Hahahaa I'm so gonna miss your "I wanna fart" & "wo yao da bian" & those games!

FARIQ! Yo mud! LOL. Your legs are like damn freaking skinny laa! Tapered pants!

DESMOND! Hi! You also damn skinny la! Eat more!

GUO HARN! Yooooooo-huuuuuuu-hooooo! Walao I still can't master your laughters!

BABY JOE! Yo man! Wazzzzup? LOL. Satan burns in me?

SHAARIN! Ah! You damn cute la! You're always feeling cold & saying this to everyone: "Eh I stick to you cause I very cold"

FEEKAH! You've got a really sweet smile! :D

JUNYI! Walao you this gangster! Everytime like to argue with people! Ya la "it's the sameeeee!" LOL i win you in one-on-one's hokay! :D

DANIEL! Ah! You damn crap the other day. Got soo pissed up cause the ang mohs (what did they do?) Yeah ask them come Singapore! We help you!

MRS DANIAL! I misss you! Thanks for making this trip happen & we're gonna miss having you in class!!

MRS SHANKA! You look great in the costume! Very nice!

MISS HIDAYA! LOLLL! Everyone's like grumbling about your pink suitcase!

MISS JOHNSON! Thanks for guiding us around & I'm gonna miss you too!

Lastly...

CLIVE EDWARDS!
England daddy! I miss you so so so so so much! You're the first non-related person ever, that I've given a hug to! & it's really sad that you couldn't drive us around the other day! & just the thought of you, brings tears to our eyes! I really wish that we're still in UK! I miss being in Westbus! Hope you like the card we've given to you too! I love you Clive!

Okay done!
Finally it's high time for my computer to get ample rest!
It's been in operation since the day I'm back home & I've been jet lagging until now!

I've! Gotta! Stop! Sleeping! At! 6AM!!!!

Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaag like siao

2007-06-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

GAAAAAAH SIANZ!

My computer's being on for like two days straight & still.. I'm not done with the picture uploadings! Damn!

I shall continue again when it's done!

Jet laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag ah!

2007-06-11T05:30:00.001+08:00

Hellllllouu I'm back!!!!!

Woah sianz, I've got this super jet-lag sympton now!
I've been awake ever since I'm home & I just got myself a cup of noodles to satisfy my grumbling stomach!

My god, days spent in UK was awesome I tell you!
I wannna go back thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :(

I MISS UK, I MISS CLIVE EDWARDS!!!!!!!!!

Gaaaaaaaaaaah!
I shall upload those pictures VEEEEEEEEEERY soon!
(I still havent gotten everyones'!)

Alrighty, time to eaaaaaaaaat!

You felt me feeling high & dry

2007-05-31T03:46:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it?
I'll be onboard the plane in a few hours time, but yet I've got some other stuffs not done. YET.

I wonder if I'm able to finish them.
It's already 4.30 in the morning.

Ahhh, which reminds me of the song; 4 in the morning!

Alrighty, takecare peeeeeeeeeeeeeeople!
Enjoooooooooooooooooooooy! :D

I hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene

2007-05-30T13:40:00.000+08:00

WOW, I've been watching Wei Xiao Pasta since yesterday & it only took me 2days to finish chiong-ing! :D
Hahahahahahaa, my god, that show is just so funny &..
Ahhhhh.... Happy ending!! :D

Sianz zah.
I didn't attend school for these 2days as well.
I hope no cat's gonna spill the beans tmr! =/

Oh &! I finally went to visit my grandma this monday!
And.. Guess what!

I was browsing through pictures that I've been taking with her & to my astonishment...

I WAS THERE A YEAR BEFORE ON THE ACTUAL DATE AS WELLLLLLLLL!!!! :D

Erm even though it might sound like, Errrr so? No biggie ya?
BUT, damn..
Only at that point of time, I finally realised how much I've been missing her out in my life..

28th May '06 then..

28th May '07 now..

Rex you're just soooo cuteeeee!!! ;D

Love you, mama!

Macbeth's play on the 23rd

Thanks girl, for sharing your seat with me!

Ah hahahaha, Anati, your lap's supeeeeer comfy!
& Felina, you look awesome!

Hello kuku! Muacks!

Sorry ya'll :)

Big breakfast cum Mrs D farewell party on the 25th

We're so gonna miss having you in class, Mrs D.

I must, must, MUST! come back here to relax first, before I start chiong-ing!

& guess what, I'm not even the least excited about tomorrow, YET. Hehehahahoho.
I've yet to pack too though.
LOL. I kept procrastinating until now......

Z all the way manz!

Your pieces don't seem to fit here anymore

2007-05-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

His voice is just so.. S.E.X.A.Y.
All hail! :D

I've been twisting and turning
In a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line
& watching it fall

You've been closing me in
Closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
& if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

You pulled me under
So I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess
That's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises
I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
Well it's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But still I don't know why
No I don't know why
I don't know why..

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
I gave it all to you
& if you leave me now
Just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
Well it's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit anymore

-----

Z. Just when can I have a time machine?!
I. Need. That. Like. Right. This. Instant.

I wanna create moreeeee time.
I neeeeeeeeeed moreeeeee, moreeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
Give me moreeeeeeeee time!!!!

I tried too hard & she tore my feelings like I had none

2007-05-24T16:35:00.000+08:00

Macbeth play at the DBS theater last night!
Hahahahahaha, anyway last night was super kanjiong-y.
My heels were about to break, I swear.
& the walk home was super tiring manz.
With all the mud, stuck & the sound of "thuck, thuck, thuck"

I was so tired that I couldn't drag myself off my bed this morning!
Relaxed at home by watching moooovies!
John Tucker Must Die & My Super Ex-Girlfriend.

& my computer is down.
It goes like: Beeeeep! Beeep!
Whenever I switched it on.
So here I am, using my bro's com.

Oh and, I've found a new hobby!
I think I'm into the Classics right now!

Hello, goodbye

2007-05-22T20:56:00.000+08:00

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "hello i miss you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else i could be
But here in your arms

My posts are getting shorter & duller day by day!

Here are some Testing, testing, 1, 2, 3! pictures..

This is not a random picture hokay!
Look at the 2men at the bottom left hand corner!
Can you see them holding handssssss?

What the Z man, that is like, so ghey!

Okay, this is so gonna be the last time I'd be online!
My computer's really infected with viruses!

& it really needs a re-format.
& I should too.

Your fragile, folded wings

2007-05-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

I dreamt that I was in Bedok South having duck rice with grandpa last night.
But there's this girl sharing the same table & the most oh-my-god thing is that she's from the same school as me!
But she's not anyone I know, most probably one of the Junior's?

My bro just book-ed out today & told us that he escaped a life & death situation but yet he couldn't feel anything that pulled him back to save him back then.
& we guessed that gong gong was the one saving him as my bro had dreamt of him before while he was in camp too.

I doubt this week's gonna be a good one.
My dad's gonna find out that I've been missing out on school.
& I'm left with only sixty-eight to spare.

Worst of all, I haven't been to my grandma's & I'm just so afraid...
& disappointed. Not in anyone, but in myself.
Why I haven't been forking out some time to go over & stuffs like that.

It's gonna be a looooong day tomorrow.
Nights all.

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart

2007-05-19T23:00:00.000+08:00

This is for you.

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you're hurt too
But what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know
Doesn't really know

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does this feeling seem ohhhh, so right

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on?
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, (all out of love)
What am I without you
I can't be too late
I know I was so wrong (so wrong)

I'm all out of love
I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love
What am I without you
I can't be too late
To say that I was so wrong

I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Watashi. Sukit.
I've missed you so.

& all that I could ever say now is, I'm sorry, for everything.
& thank you, for every dream that mattered has come true, that in this life, I was loved by you.

:)

If I could make the Earth & my dreams the same

2007-05-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

These deserve what I'm going to say:

AHHHH! SEXAY!!!!

& the days feel like years w/o you

2007-05-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

Woah sianzzzzzzzzz!
I overslept!

Z all the way manz.

Hahahahaha I still can't believe that I could actually doze off last night!
Sorry girls, my senses shut down on me & (thank god?) that my hp was on silent mode!?

I was shocked that I woke up only to find the cordless phone away from my pillow & 5miss calls & 16unread messages!

I like JX's : "Your phone bill going to explode. Hang up the phone & go to bed! Rachel! Lol. Like that also can sleep."

Pssst! Yeah Jing Xin, I slept half-way through the conf & heng it's free outgoing!

& Jasmine's: "... you really fell asleep, this is not a dream.. the floor is calling for help.. suffocated"

Aiyah I was already on my bed le! Hehehahahoho! ^^
& even if I'm not,
Nevermind lah, bo herh, heh ma hoh!
Right Jasmine? ;D

Hahahahahahaa by the way, what time did the conf end?
I'm really sorry I CMI-ed last night!

Oh and!
CHEER UP girl!
Still can jiayou jiayou!!!

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

- Avril Lavigne

We don't fight fair

2007-05-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

Just a quick one!

Thanks to those who came over & I hope you've all enjoyed & relak-ed one cornerrrrrrr! :D

Oh and get well soon JX!

I feel like vomitting out more time because I still find I don't have much to spare..

I guess it's something I never had

2007-05-12T18:54:00.000+08:00

Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I cannot get through

You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out
I dont find your hand

Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out, you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes
Have you lying here again

Then I come back down
Then I fade back in
& then I realize its just what might have been

Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all

Some day I just keep pretending
That youll stay dreaming of a different ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had

I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had

You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you

Hello boy, it's been awhile =]

2007-05-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

Lolllll, the following pictures are a representation of my distractions and..
I can never be Left-brained!
Well won't you look at the mess!

HAHA!

& the hall has been my bedroom for the whole of this week!
I will not be able to finish or maybe EVEN start studying if I was in my room!

So yeah,

From this,

To this,

Textbooks, Hole Puncher, Magazines, Files & Question papers for sale! Anyone? LOL

& I just finished chiong-ing those Animes that i've skipped for both weeks!

& thank god! For that crawley has been thrown out of the window already!
It freaked me out constantly by flying & landing right infront of my eyesight and I'd be jumping off the chair like WHAT THE HELL!

Oh and! Next Monday's our last paper!
Hopefully everyone will be studying over the weekends as well!
BUT, It just seems to me that today's like our last paper can!

Ah, sianz 3/2.

I try & try but my obsession won't let me leave

2007-05-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

This is nice :)

Finally we're left with another 3 more days till it's the end of our Mid Year Exams already! :D

I hope I won't commit the same mistake during my Prelims & better not, the O's!
Woah sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

Haha, I enjoy studying with my friends & I don't know why!

Quote of the day: Not being able to do everything is no excuse for not doing everything you can

2007-05-06T09:13:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSS! FINALLY I'M DONE WITH SOCIAL STUDIES!
Buahahahaa, hopefully either Education/Population/Housing comes out tmr!
Cause they're the only topics I'm familiar with! x

3questions choose 1 for SEQ right?

& if it weren't for Jing Xin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I can totally flunk tomorrow's paper!
I don't know why but 1hour is better than 5hours!!!!
Thank you so much! :D

Hopefully I'm able to finish Chemistry by tonight!
Then I can start on Geog! (siao liao, siao liao!)

Damn, I hate it when I've to leave this seat & get my butt glued to the one in the hall!

Good luck to all who're taking their papers from tomorrow onwards!! :D

Why's the clock even running, if my world isn't turning?

2007-05-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the movie, Spiderman 3!
It's an awesome show, must watch! :D

I'm not serious in studying right now.
My feelings for the Mid Year's are like, What? It's commencing next week already?! Damn, I haven't even started!

Well, it's no use procrastinating even further & not doing anything about it.
I started too late, I'm way beyond dead.

Everyone has a choice in which they can choose.
And you chose -
Lol. Oh well.

But, am I ready to surrender?

Oh my! I feel like watching Spiderman 3 again!!!!!

& suddenly, I thought of the talking clock that was once ringing in my ears....

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune, barking at the new moon

2007-05-01T20:41:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I am tired, so is my computer!
Not forgetting that it's getting laggier & laggier each passing day! D:

I'm tired, tired, so tired that I can hardly concentrate what I'm gonna be typing!

2.4km run yesterday & thank you all who've pushed & encouraged me to keep running that I'm able to achieve my desired point!

Went for dinner's at Jocelyn's place yesterday!
Damn, it's been ageeeeeeeees since I last ate home-cooked!

& I can't wait for the MYE's to end soon!
I'm going over to my grandma's to slackkkk & indulge in her cookings!
Oh and! Maybe my cousin's gonna teach me how to B A K E!! :D
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.

My friends came over last night to watch Stomp The Yard & Cinderella 3 & left after 11plus but both Jing Xin & 940 stayed over! :D
Buahahaha they were studying throughout the night manz!

Study group this morning in the hall till about 6.30pm.
Sorry that I've to like rush everyone, hope ya'll understand :)

Oh and! Did I mention that for the first time in my life..
I forgot to bring my keys out last Sunday!

Thank you so much Jing Xin, for sitting down with me under the void deck
& REALLY!
I am still feeling sosososososososooooo excited that you've sat on both you-know! :D :D

OH YES!
JING XIN ARH JING XIN!!
GOOOOOOD LUCK FOR YOUR PEEEEEEEEEEEE TMR!
3 POINTS! 3POINTS!
GAMBETTEH! :D

Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez!
Time to sleeeeeeeep!
Tired like sheeeeeeeeeetz.

I am feeling soooooooooooo tired nowwwwwwwwwwwwww.
-.-

Finally, the Eighth is here.

2007-04-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

I should have slept early last night!
My muscles are aching & I was feeling like a walking zombie the whole day today!

And I know that it's a wonderful world,
But I cant feel it right now,
Well I thought I was doing well,
But I just want to cry now,
Well I know that its a wonderful world, from the sky down to the sea,
But I can only see when you're here, here with me.

I am feeling really sleepy right now, but I'm just soooo lazy to sleeeeeep!
I am trying to add more irrelevent words here, but my body system is getting slower.
What shall I add on?

I feel like sleeeeeeeeeeping laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
SIANZZZZZZ.

Oh and before I forget!

HAPPY SWEEEEEEEEEET SIXTEEEEEEEEEEN JING XIN! =D

I am speechless & all spaced out after the conversation..

I think I'm in love with Green this week!

2007-04-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

Oh my, it's almost 4 in the morning & I should be in bed right now, but look!
I. AM. STILL. HERE. TYPING. AWAY!

Okay, even though my eyelids aren't heavy anymore, (I solemly think my bodyclock's screwed) I shall just post every picture up & dive straight onto my bed to catch the last hours of my sleeeeeeeeeep when I'm done!

Anyway, let me begin my story:

English papers today. Went home after that, rested for an hour & headed to the Sports Hall for a game of Badminton with my friends!

Little did I know that there'd be a heavy & rapid downpour accompanied by loud clanks of thunder at around 3pm! It rained for about 2 hours & I was awfully late for the meetup at 5pm!

Waited for the rain to stop, played, chatted and laughed our lungs out as we were waiting for the damned rain to stop!

Reached home at around 6 & got everything ready & met the girls at Ajisen to celebrate an advanced birthday for Foong Mei & Jing Xin!!

I am extremely sorry to all, that I was late for more than an hour! Hontoni gomenasai!

Anyway, I'll leave the rest of my ramblings to these pictures!

Oh look them! Are they angry?
Sorrry laaaaa I was super late birthday girl & Shu Mei (Can I steal your tee? LOL) :)

Strawberry flavoured's are LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

Birthday girl Jing Xin slicing the cake into equal pieces!

ITADAKIMAS!

Lol.

& I realised something, okay not really as I've known it all along.

I tend to freak myself out & panic, thus causing my nerves to be out-of-order & my whole hands will be shaking unwittingly (LOL EXTRACTED FROM TODAY'S EL PAPER!)

Because, I'd to leave the place for home tuition at 8pm when it was already way past 730pm!
Every second of time left was doubly rushy for me!

Damn! When will my life be peaceful & non-rushy?
It's like, what the hell, I need someone to be my personal TIME-MANAGER laaaaaaaa!
LOLOLOLOLOL.

P/S: You can skip this part if you want to ya :)

Alright, this song is especially chosen with the help of my friend, thanks! to sum up the happy moments we spent just now & it's also dedicated to everyone out there having problems such as Friendship & you-know. (I shall not disclose their names for sensitivity reasons, hehaho:)

Anyhow, here are the lyrics! Enjoy! :D

A little faith
Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourselvesin the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up
You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friendship be

AHHHHHHHHH! IT'S 4.15AM NOW!
ALRIGHTY! I'M OFFFF TO SLEEEEEP!

These words gorge out mine eyesss!
*rolllllllllllllllllls eyes in different direction*

I didn't expect it could be adapted so easily.
Oh well, that's life, isn't? :]

I've been getting a little lazy

2007-04-25T21:17:00.000+08:00

If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?

If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?

Sweet escape

I can't wait for the upcoming event!
Hopefully everything goes well & is clean & clear..

& under control!

LOL :)

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Sianz, I Miss You, Bio textbook! Very much!
Will the borrower please return it to the owner?

Lost & found biology textbook, anyone?

Give my tomorrows for one Yesterday

2007-04-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

Tired. tired. Tired. tried. Tried. tired. Tried.

Lessons till 6pm today, feeling lethargic all day.

I woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true

The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
Until I get over you

Oh golly, I really should sleeep right now...

& it'll be hard to be able to use the computer for now, for it's been giving me the frustration of lagging & everything!

AND I thought I didn't wanna use it anymore???

Yessssssss I should stick to this plan & occupy myself with some other stuffssssss instead =)

Would angel sing with lollipops, would dinosaurs cry

2007-04-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

KFC > Study/Talking/Picture takings > Dinner > Home!

Jing Xin, Me, 940!
Lollllll they're ALWAYS reaching earlier!

Jocelyn, don't be sad already kay! Still got us! :D

Minyi came after that, say "Hi" Minyi!

Lolllllllll, shyyy

Jing Xin! Guess who's behind you!

You think I don't know??

Lolllllllll =)

Shumei was the last to arrive!

Bang! Here's your punishment!

Lol see how sad she is!

Hahahhahahaha friend friend lahhhh :)

Jing Xin's the next Leonardo DaVinci!

Not only is this calculator BIGGGGGGGGGGG, it has 4games as well!

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Time machine greatly appreciated

2007-04-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

Last cross country race today!
Everyone sprinted, jogged, brisked & strolled.
Lol.

Zinger's at Bedok Inter's kinda disatisfactory today.
Why still no Bandito Pockets available?!!
Ate half & threw up that half.

Something's not quite right today too.
Sotonggggggggggggggggggggg. Loleelol.

I'm missing those sweet looks in your eyes.
& basically, e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g nice.

Miss, Missing, Missed

2007-04-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

Just some random pictures to perk me up & get my senses back into reality! :)

I'm sure his hair will be as short as this when he's back next Friday! :D

It's really amazing how both of them are somewhat doing the same action!

In any case, I like this hairstyle of my bro! :D

"What? You mean this?"
Me: Yup, Anyway I can't wait to see your botaaaaaak head! ^^

Ohhhhhh, shut up :)

No wonder my dad wants me to open up my "eye" LOL.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

From this,

To this,

& this.

Before & after braces.
I don't really give a damn about anything right now.
Looks, books, cooks, whatever.

Speaking about food, golly! I miss my grandma's cooking!
I shall move my ass outta this place tomorrow!
Well I hope I'm able to do so! Tuition till 9pm! Doubt my parents are gonna allow me to!
In any case, I really need to go on a vacation. LOL.

Spell "I'n feleing shietay reight naw" correctly for me, will ya? :)

& baby you know I love you, but what's with your back facing me?
Today's incident, & many other days days before before before tells me I'm just being naive.
& so to say, I'll vomit all these out when things get "better" =)

I'm still deciding, shall I go to school tomorrow?
& it's not like as though I've been hitting the books when I'm at home.

THE MID YEAR'S ARE 2WEEKS LATER & WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING/THINKING RIGHT NOW????????????

You suck big time, Rachel.
Yes I know.

Freedom Writers

2007-04-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

I spent two whole hours glued to the chair & screen watching this movie!
It's just so inspiring and touching!
It really is an awesome show!

It all started at Freshman year of Class 203 in a highschool at Long Beach.
Every students lived their lives in fear of being attacked and shot at, as they lived multi-racially.

Racism and discrimation were often seen, even teachers displayed part of these ridiculous habits in order to secure their jobs!
Students got along well with their own cliques, and they never got the chance to mix with other groups, because, that leads to fights being broken out.

Teachers in Long Beach ignored students who are of the trouble making kind as well as those that cannot make it to Junior high, needless to say- College, and they shifted their attention to "Brainy" students.

But, Ms Erin Gruwell, with NO teaching experience came into their class and got all of them together, and also improved their English grades! She worked her ass off trying to fulfil her duty as a teacher, encouraging them to be interested in her lessons. She tried means & ways to expose her students to the outside world, but the Principal & Secretary especially condemned her ideas, saying that "it's just a waste of her time"

She encouraged her students to make an effort to at least write something in their journals every single day, and got to know more about her students' drastic backgrounds.
Teaching these bunch of kids ain't simple as first, they didn't like her at the beginning, because she was a White and they said she didn't deserve the respect from them.

During these 2years, their bond with each other grew stronger & they really loved & respected her. They soon graduated and went on to College.

Even though her efforts paid off well, unfortunately, she lost her husband, whom she loved the most. As she was constantly trying to find ways to help her students, she neglected her husband. Her husband didn't mind it at first, but overtime, he left her.

There's this scene, when Erin said "Why can't you stand by your wife like how wives stand by their husbands?"
& her husband said "I'm not your wife!"

& their divorce just ended there.

This movie brought some senses into me.
Well, I wouldn't know if it did or not, because I'm always saying these things, but if I really meant it or not, I really wouldn't know because I just say what comes into my mind out immediately, which always leads to a negative impact.
& it sucks. Really.

When we're doing something that we have a passion for, we tend to neglect people around us, especially our loved ones & hence, we neglect & take them for granted, even though they're here with us. AND, when it comes to love, say "I don't mind" & mean it.

For example, Ms Erin was so into helping her students that even though she & her husband were staying under one roof, she didn't realise that she didn't spend much time with him together, doing stuffs that they used to do when they were young and passionate. In the end, he left her.

What's with the "I don't mind you teaching these students & helping them, I'm proud of you too.. But.." bullshit?

We have to study, study and study our ass out to get the best of the education qualifications in order to have our stand in the society & make our parents proud.

These students were mostly ex-convicts and their parents have long given up on them, needless to say the teachers of Long Beach, but they yearn for their attention and love. AND the only way to get them was, to get into college.

Even though we're so keen into doing something, there will ALWAYS be some wet blankets trying to dampen our spirits by critizing us, thinking that they'll be able to brainwash our minds into something we think we could do, to, something we can't do.

Like I've mentioned earlier, the Secretary of Long Beach told her not to waste her time, but Ms Erin was determined that she could be able to get these students grades up & she did!
In fact, the book "The Freedom Writers Diary" was a compilation of all their journal writings since the very first day she told them to write in their journals!

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& there's just so many other stuffs whirling inside my head right now that I need to vomit these out on.

Sorry, but no. Many have heard me blabbering non-stop about the most ridiculous things EVER.
I sorta see that you find there's not a need for those too.
Because, I'm sure I have irritated you far and long enough.

**********************************

I'm starting to feel guilty for not attending school today.
Sometimes, school really is boring, in my opinion.

& maybe, I shouldn't be treated right.
Like, I don't deserve all these good stuffs & all.

Alright, let's get out of this page for now............................

FOR THE LAST TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-04-15T09:06:00.000+08:00

I dreamt that I was at the beach with my brother & his friends enjoying ourselves with beach volleyball!

LOL & the most hilarious part was, I didn't know how to play!

I kept banging onto my brother, making us fall, & hence causing our bodies to be so so soooooo sandy!

AND! AND! I think I got my tan! Hehaho!

LOLOLOL. I'm certain this is a sympton of brother-sickness!
Can't wait to see him as black as a blanglah & his BOTAK HEEEEEEAD in 2 weeks time when he's out of Tekong!!
HUHWAHAHAHAHAA!!!

---

Is the picture up there gone AGAIN????????????

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, super %#!*^%$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND!

I'm veeeeeeeeeeery sure my computer's inflicted with those godamn viruses!!!
It's taking ages to get booted up, & like eternity to be connected to the internet.
Worst still, it hangs/lagggggs when there're too many windows open!

I'm not gonna use this computer already!
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

Alright, I'm off to pray!
SAYONARAA!

I'm still in love with you. :)

What a week!

2007-04-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

The whole of this week's been a total disaster for me.

& it's not like it's avoidable, NO, not at all.

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In any case, I'm still as pessimistic as ever.

& those feelings sucks even more.

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...........

When will I get things done the right way????

LOLOLOLOLOL

2007-04-11T17:59:00.001+08:00

LOL? Are my eyes playing tricks on me or am I really seeing it?

The picture is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA
So it explains I don't have to search for a new blogskin already! Damn it's just so troublesome & everything, super waste of time!

I'm lazy to type further already.

To the one who's always so sweet and everything nice, I love you!

#$%^&

2007-04-08T13:12:00.001+08:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, bandwidth exceeded!

Efforts paid off?

2007-04-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

Ops, sorry for the lack of updates!
Been busy preparing stuffs for a couples of days back.

Anyhow, thanks to all who've turned up regardless of how early or late the night was!

Not forgetting, those who've helped me tremendously!

& my apologises if this chalet wasn't a pleasant experience for you, for many unexpected happenings happened that could've dampened your moods.

Sorry too, for Rex was there that caused much inconveniences to all.

I hope everyone enjoyed themselves! :)

Woah what time le

2007-03-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

Why aren't they back yet?!

Creative Writing!

2007-03-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

& the night was silent, with the distant snores coming out from you.

Sleep well & tight since you're tired.

Sweet dreams..........

Oh and, the stroll to the park in the afternoon was redundant as well.
Nothing pleasant happened the way I thought it would be.

Only...

Who cares.............

To the bottomline of my short creative writing;

Can you feel the love tonight, the world, for once, in perfect harmony?

And if he falls in love tonight
It can be assumed
His carefree days with us are history
In short, our pal here is doomed
Cause nothing good this way comes...

Oh, it's a jolly holiday with you, Bert
Gentlemen like you are few
Though your just a diamond in the rough, Bert
Underneath your blood is blue!
You'd never think of pressing your advantage
Forbearance is the hallmark of your creed
A lady needn't fear when you are near
Your sweet gentility is crystal clear!
Oh, it's a jolly holiday with you, Bert
A jolly, jolly holiday with you!

I guess I'm addicted to Disney's soundtracks already!

I'm loaded

2007-03-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

I just tio beh piooooooooooooooooooooh today!

Since I'm not allowed to, today's REST day for me!

2007-03-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

Forget about being motivated already.

To hell with trying hard to stay glued to the chair, holding up a pen & hence starting on Maths, which was my LEAST favourite subject.

Just when I'm starting to feel excited about wanting to do more........

"NO"

Was I supposed to tear? Or curse & swear at you? Thinking why you didn't trust me like what others did to their kids?

Nah, I did none of those.
The mere thought of those, just boils me even more.
Since you don't bother, why should I for myself as well?

I'm starting to put in more effort into studying, but what encouragement did I hear from you?

"NO" is all it takes to change my mindset.

So much for parental support.

Yeah, whatever............

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Let's limit this feelings for this post ONLY for tonight.

I'm still looking forward to Wednesday, (is Thursday included? I forgot!) Friday, Saturday & Sunday!

If only, I can study out everyday. I'm willing to, now that I'm getting the hang of studying & I'm more focused when I'm out studying instead of being cooped up at home!

I'm more distracted when I'm at home!
That's the main reason why I'm always procrastinating!
Now that I've found a solution to counter it, what happens????

I'm stuck in this shithole againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

But, OH WELL.........

WHAT A B-U-M-M-E-R.

Sorry girl, I couldn't make it today. Hope you understand. :)

We'll have it YOUR way then

2007-03-26T15:29:00.000+08:00

I love it when I'm being requested to be home.

I love it when I'm all excited about doing something, & then the momentum halts just like that.

I love it when I'm given the luxury to do so here, I've got everything here!
So why bother wasting time, money & focus over there?

I love it when you're showing some tender loving care & concern in this manner, till I can feel you showering them on me!

Best of all, I love it when you claim to understand what I'm saying, BUT, only wanting me to understand you after making your so called - declaration of love.

I'm trying so hard to get my points into your head, but what shit went in?
BULLSHIT!
Dig your ears when you're back ya!

I've got a burning question in my mind right now:
Who's the one sitting for the O's?

Me? Or you?

.............

Oh! It's you!

Cause, there's no one in this world that knows just how to prepare for it - When the time comes.

But it doesn't matter anymore.
Let's do some constant driving ONLY when it's near the Mid Year's! ;)

I think I'm getting bolder! I'm beginning to speak up for myself, disagree & agree with you already!
I'm still in love with the feeling of not shielding myself! It's like I', already prepared for it allllll along, & it's a good sign! :D
Oooooooh, I'm so proud of myself! *pats my own shoulder*

Oh and before I forget!

YES I am trying to prove you something;

You want me to do things your way? Fine.
I need my favour back in return.

I'm so looking forward to what shit I'm gonna land myself into.....

I'm lovin' it! :)

I'm not in the wrong, neither am I interested in what you've gotta say.

But it don't matter, NO, cos I've got YOU.

2007-03-25T21:44:00.000+08:00

Oh wow, I havent been updating for about 4days already!

Out with LFM on friday > Mr Bean's Holiday > Shopping!

Met up with 940 on saturday > study > tuition > Fengshan 85!

Today, met up with 940 again to study > joined Jing Xin & Shu Mei > Home!

What the crap, my dad didn't approve of me going out to study every sundays at first!
Thank goodness my brother said it won't be a problem if I really study.
So I GOTTA PASS my maths this mid year otherwise this deal will be OFF! :(

Yeah & I'm so looking forward to more study sessions! :D
Let us all stay motivated till the end of year together!!! =D

It's really fun to study when you're with your friends who're studying together with you!
I mean like, there's no doubt we'll be chatting away, but it's great that we got back to some serious work after that! :)

Thank you, Shu Mei, for this song I've been nagging you for! =P
PS: Don't laugh at my (you-know-what) laaaa!
LOLOLOL ^^

Oh yessssss!
I've been sooooo wanting to get a tan for like ages already!
I want those tan that makes you go:

"Oooooh eee YEEEEEEEEE CHAO DAAA!"

HAHAHAA! Just joking ;)

I like this part:

"Nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter, no,

Cause I've got you."

(lol it's just the song lyric, no strings attached)

Woah the tune/rhythm/whatever you'd call that so damn shioooook...

OOOOH OH! OHHH OHHHH! OH!

Pursuit of HappYness

2007-03-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Gaaaaaaaaaaah, finally managed to on my computer & it's still as laggy as ever!

It's sucha nerve wrecking sensation whenever I've to like wait for the window to appear and load fully.

& damn, I'm tired!

13th-17th happenings!

2007-03-18T15:48:00.000+08:00

First day, left the house at 6 in the morning!

The whole journey went well until my grandma sis's passport went missing after the Malaysian's checkpoint!
In the end, we made a U-turn from Kulai & headed back.
Thank god, it was still at the immigration booth!

Seriously, that officer's like so... URGH! She can give us back 5books, & she KNEW that one book was left behind, but she didn't lift her butt off the chair & return it to us when the policeman came to check the car! ZZZZ ALL THE WAY MANZ.

View of the my relative's neighbourhood in Ipoh.

My grandma's youngest sis shophouse or something.

AHHHHHH CUTE RIGHT!!!!!! ^^

My grandma & her sisters, my parents, my bro & I during dinner.

Left the place & headed towards another part of Ipoh to my relative's house at around 8+
Bathed, then went for vegetarian supper.

Second day, temple visiting!

Throw your coins into these cups for prosperity, good health & long lasting love!

For wealth.

For couples.

Eight Immortals Cross The Sea. (Ba Xian Guo Hai)

Me, my bro & my cousin.
LOL FIRST TIME I SAW HIM SIA!!

See the baby monkey?

We've to cross this bridge in order to get to Penang. Heard it's the 3rd longest in the world!

Scenery of Penang!

We've to climb up alongside these row of shops to the temple. My mum bought a mahjong set on our way down.

Yeah, this is from another temple which the name I've forgotten.

No wonder they have long lives! Their movements are SUPPPPEERRRR SLOW!

Car for sale! Anyone?

My uncle, my grandma & her sis, my parents, bro & me on our last night there.

Went for a late night supper again & had chicken feet.
HAHA! Delicious man! Their feet are super soft & boney!! LOLOLOL.

Friday morning, left my relative's place & went to visit the strawberry farm at Cameron Highlands.

Selamat datang ke Healthy Strawberri Farm at Cameron Highlands!

The strawberries are all planted here!

Not only do they have strawberries, they grow flowers as well!

Freshly plucked strawberries! Damn they're simply the SWEEETEST I've ever tasted!!

Strawberries with cream & sugar! YUMMMMMM~

See my grandma's enjoying the sweeetness of the strawberry! LOL cute sia.

On our way down Cameron Highlands, both my grandma & her sis threw up as we had heavy lunch before that & the road was very steep & curvy.

Headed towards Genting Highlands after that. My mum, bro & grandma's sis sat a cable car up while I stayed in the car with my dad & grandma & my dad drove us up.

Slept for a night at First World Hotel.

Saturday morning, breakfast-ed, bathed then checkout.

On our way down, the mist was really heavy! Couldn't really see much though!

See the difference when we're somewhere near the bottom of the hill?

Went back to my grandma's youngest sis place for awhile to bade goodbye to her.

Hahahahaha this dog is super hilarious! She was barking all the way & the moment I played the Cuppycake song to her, she stopped barking! & I realized something too! She listens to Jay's songs more than english songs! WOW!

Melacca as our final tour after that!

Ate their Cendol & went to get some finger snacks from Kim Hock's enterprise or something.

Okay!! Finally I'm done!

Now, I've got homeworks not done YET!!
Damn! I'm soooo D E A D tomorrow!!

HOME SWEEEEEEEET HOME!

2007-03-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Oh no, oh no!
I've spent too much time uploading pictures from my dad's camera into my computer & I keep going back to the same window each time!

& worst still, my handphone batteries are ALL flat!
Thus, I guess I shall continue uploading those pictures that I've taken using my hp tomorrow.

I'm still kinda giddy from those long distance rides I've had these few days so I'll TRY to hurry up & finish this post!
TIREEEEEEEEEED AAAAAAHHHH!!

Okay so Day 1 - 13th March.

Left home in the early hours of 6 in the morning with my parents, my grandma & her sis, my bro & I!

The whole journey went well until my grandma sis's passport went missing after the Malaysian's checkpoint!
In the end, we made a U-turn from Kulai & headed back.
Thank god, it was still at the immigration booth.

Seriously, that officer's like so... URGH! She can give us back 5books, & she KNEW that one book was left behind, but she didn't lift her butt off the chair & return it to us when the policeman came to check the car! ZZZZ ALL THE WAY MANZ.

Headed towards KL after our breakfast.
First stop was my grandma youngest sis's place. Sat for awhile before leaving for Ipoh.
Reached my relative's place at around 8 in the evening.
Bathed, then went for vegetarian supper.

Next morning, woke up & went to the temple with my parents, bro, uncle, aunt, cousin & me!
Fed those monkeys as well!
(ZZZ it's kinda hard for me to blog without those pictures!)

Then my parents, bro, cousin & me went for a day's tour at Penang!

DAMN I REALLY HATE TO BLOG ABOUT WHAT I DID THEREEEEEEE LAH BECAUSE I'M SO TIRED & LAZY, & FURTHERMORE IT'S SO DIFFICULT TO POST ACCORDINGLY WITHOUT THOSE PICTURES FROM MY HANDPHONE!!
SO I'LL JUST UPLOAD THOSE PICTURES AFTER TOMORROW YA? SORRY!

GOODNIGHT! :)

Where's that missing piece

2007-03-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

Damn! It's Tuesday already!?????
& I still thought that it's like Sunday today!

I really dislike this week's of holiday.
It's super packed for me & damn, I'll be away from home first thing tomorrow morning till the 17th!

Maybe the holidays should end after 2weeks instead of one?
So that we'll have more time to relax and study?

Okay, maybe this wish was more for me.

I'm beginning to see things in a different angle now;

I used to think that I have all the time in the world, playing with the second hand whenever I feel like it.

I used to think that I have everything under control, that I'm able to balance every damn thing. But, only to realise it now that it's all my naive thinkings, nothing was balanced right from the start.

I used to think that I'm doing what I thought was right, only to finally realize it was wrong right from the start!

I used to think that it's a sign of ignorance & negligence but now, I'm taking things slow & with the flow.
How naive was I back then! GEEEEEEEEZ!

I used to think I have respected everyone around me, but looking back, who have I respected to gain respect for myself too?

I used to think everyone breathing in this globe is full of passion, kindness & eveything good natured. Even if there's any flaws in them, I'm sure they'll be told & reminded consistently & they'll be able to change themselves for the better.

I'm unable to comprehend why badmouthing, backstabbing & what-have-you is what we girls LOVE doing!
Honestly, I loathe it, even though sometimes I really wanna feed my mind with the latest gossips & everything.
I mean I'm not saying we're not supposed to!
But, there's a limit to everything. Period.

Yeah, maybe I should be living in another planet. Any planet will do except for planet Earth.

Many of us think that once someone doesn't do or say things that everyone does, that person must be insane. Maybe yes, maybe no.

Anyways, I'm now able to understand why "Humans are ironic creatures"
We say & do things the total opposite way, okay maybe not everything.

& you'll never be able to see through them no matter how deep you've understood them. Even though you solemly claim you do.
Because why? Whenever they do something seriously wrong, who's able to forgive them & totally forget about it?

& just how many are able to remember & be appreciative to whoever that has made an impact in their lives for even just a few seconds? Are we able to remember them for what they've done? Or just play the role of being appreciative & thankful just for that moment of time & then happily forget about it & move on with life? Meeting new people & doing the exact same thing, letting history repeat itself?

I used to think I'm the optimistic one, always looking on the bright side of life. What the hell happened to me, I have no idea why too.

I really hate it when one says "I'll be here/there for you whenever you need me."

Cause, I realized something..

Just how long will you be there for that someone? Won't you be irritated by all the complaints & troubles that someone faces? Wouldn't you just wish that you didn't make that assurance back then? & won't you just wish that, that someone will just shut the hell up?

It's no doubt that we're all living in an era where everything in it is changing.
For the better or for the worst, that's all that matters.

& for pete's sake, we've to move on with Life, come what may.

Okay, maybe when I'm older & when I'm reading this entry, I'll be laughing & saying out loud to myself, "I'm just being ridiculous & making a big fuss & whining like a baby just because things just doesn't go my way"

Love those around you WHOLE HEARTEDLY

2007-03-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

Ops, sorry I saved this as draft on the 8th of March & I forgot to repost it up!

For the past three whole days, I've been attending Adam Khoo's workshop in school from 8am-9pm.

I won't be going on & on about what happened there, but I just wanna say that if I were to say that "This course was a TOTAL waste of time for me", I'm sorry, but I just told a lie.

Because, I knew what's on my mind, but, I just didn't know what should I be doing to get it done back then.

But now, I know what I have to do & I did what I've NEVER done to my family in my entire life!!
& it's kinda shocking to receive different responses from them!
Super hilarious manz.

Honestly, I hope I won't forget about what I've been taught in this camp.

I don't know why, but I tend to forget things easily, no matter how much effort I've put into to remember them.
It's kinda frustrating at times though.

Like I've said, my whole week is packed.
Sec1 camp from tomorrow till 11th, and I'll be away from most probably from 13th till the day before school reopens!

So tell me, are you sure those motivations will still be with me?
With all the "I want to study during the holidays" is so screwed?

Sometimes, I just think that I'm just not fated to study when I've set up my mind into some serious studying.
Everytime, something else gets crops up & there's nothing I can do about to excuse myself from it.

& it's really sick to be feeling so godamn tired.

Maybe I need Alice Koh's workshop when I'm back.

---------------

& I'm back!

Sec1 Camp was fun & really tiring!
It's a "good learning experience" for me. :)
Campfire was awesome!
Xmen won the overall championship!

I'm exhausted to the max!

Let us all meet up in dreamland & say "Let's do the dance now!"

I really hate it when it starts lagging!

2007-03-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

We're all living in an era where almost everything in it is changing.

For the better or worst, that's all.

:]

I really can't explain it myself

2007-03-02T15:01:00.000+08:00

I really need more time!

I'm starting to see the dullness in MY life without time management.

& I'm beginning to loathe doing ANYTHING cause I tend to be in a rush often & thus, feeling so godamn exhausted.

I really don't understand what's with me & my perspectives of other stuffs now.

I just wanna stay and rot here in my room.. Basically doing nothing!

From here on, my whole week will be packed to the extreme, with hardly any space for me to have a breather.

Seriously, life just gets the "best" of me.

Laggggggggggggggggggg

2007-02-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

I just hate it when my computer's lagging and it's getting on my nerves!

Next, I'm hoping, praying that it'll be well after defragmentation, so dad wouldn't have to reformat my com again.....

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

"Live well, laugh often & love with all your heart"

2007-02-27T21:56:00.001+08:00

I suddenly wondered what and how life would be like if you're still here.
Will things be a better shade of blue or as grey as this?

Anyways, TA's are oveeeeeeeeer!
Means it's time to relax & enjoy till after the March holidays & start preparing for the O's!
OH! OH!

I realised I've got nothing much more to blog about nowadays.
Boring shiet, is all I can say about life right now.
ZZZZZ & also, feeling as tired as ever!

Once again, I'm sorry!

Dang! & I'm sick of using the computer already!
It's like once I start using, I'm pushing aside my homeworks & stuffs.
Once I completed those accumulated ones, & now..
It's coming back to square one!

DAMN.

Please don't pull the trigger

2007-02-25T01:20:00.000+08:00

Sigh, what's with you manz.
Why can't you just be more lenient & understanding?

My heart's pounding hard on my ribcage now..

So it's a misunderstanding

2007-02-22T20:12:00.000+08:00

Sorry, my bad.

I need a MAIN course

2007-02-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey doggie! Swallow me up WHOLE pleaseee.

I'm sick, really, honestly & seriously sick of life right now.
I can't plan, I can't decide.
Neither can I please nor satifsy.

I don't know why, but this CNY has gotten me looking at things in a different perspective now.

& Most of all, I don't know what's gotten into me of late.

I think I know why, or well, maybe I don't.
Oh dum deeee deeee dum~

Pffffffffft, I really cannot stand it right now.
This shelter is nothing much more than a roof over my head.
But what really lies underneath?

Hmmmmmm...

Oh! I think I must really dig deep to find out for myself.
Like, you know.. "For me to know & for you to find out"
Yeah, THAT kinda thing. ZZZZZZZZ.

Okay, I guess I shall tuck into bed now.

Forget about studying for tomorrow's Chemistry test.
I'm feeling so !#$%^& displeased right now.

What the !$%&*^ is happening?!

Okay Okay, chill.
The problem lies in ME.

Yup, affirmative. :)

Are you being pushed around?

2007-02-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

Sigh.

Time Machine!

2007-02-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I slept throughout last night!
-ing pissed.

One more year, just another year to go..

Happy Chinese New Year!

2007-02-18T10:11:00.000+08:00

I'm so disappointed in myself..
WHY DIDN'T I STAY UP LAST NIGHT?!
I USED TO! EVERY YEAR!

Instead of staying up, I dozed off right after I've laid on my bed!
Sigh, I'm sucha letdown.
I know my parents, especially my dad, he's disappointed in me as well.

This year, I only helped out ABIT.
Like, WHAT THE!?

I used to feel all jeezed up whenever we need to clean the house.
NOW?
I feel all tired & shagy.....

DAMN! =(

Anyways, went to Pak Pak's house.

Same thing, I pondered again, & I understood why.
Next year will be an enjoyable one.
I hope so. :)

Reunion Dinner!

2007-02-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

Reunion Dinner at Soup Restaurant, Paragon.

I wondered why there's only us this year & now I knew why.

& I guess we'll be back as a WHOLE family eating together next year. :)

Oh bother~

2007-02-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I'm so NOT looking forward to Chinese New Year.

It sucks, for NOW.

Everything's so..

S C R E W E D

Happy Valentine's Day!

2007-02-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

Valentine's this year's AWESOME!
It's like my last year in school, yet it's the first time I really enjoyed spending Valentine's day!

Exchanged & received!
:D

Oh damn, everyone was feeling superbly excited when it comes to exchanging gifts in class!
With all the screamings & teasing & suchs..
Thrilling!

Everything was heavenly until..
Just a BIG sorry my dear!

But..
No doubt I've enjoyed this day with you! =)

Thanks to everyone for their gifts! <3

Ahhhhhhhh what a bummer!

2007-02-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

FAILED ATTEMPT!
Urgh sick shietz.

I hope tomorrow's gonna be a memorable day for everyone!!

Happy, HAPPY Valentine's Daaaaaay!!
=D

"There's no art to find a mind's construction in thy face"

2007-02-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

When I'm typing this sentence, the clock has just struck Twelve.

& so it did!

Nights peeeepur =]

I'll ALWAYS remember "as long as we - each other, nothing else matters"

2007-02-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

Just a quick update.

Why must women be so calculative & grudge bearing??
This is what I dislike in US women.
It's like.. Why can't they just Forgive & Forget?

Instead of just ranting on & on..

Here's a real life example:

I was in the bus with <3 at around 7 in the evening heading home.
The bus was jam packed with passengers & everyone was minding their own business.

UNTIL..

At this particular stop, a lady boarded the bus & being the blind bat, she muttered "Excuse me" loudly & it's like as though everyone's fallen on deaf ears.

BECAUSE!! There aint enough space to move!

Being the typical Singaporean middle-aged lady, she started hurling curses at the young lady who fell as her victim.

Human being human, they tend to talk back, fighting for their own rights.
But once they do so, things tend to get heated up & there'll be NO truce, UNLESS someone gives in.

All the commotion could be heard & finally, when it was our stop, the enraged lady continued grumbling non-stop - RIGHT TILL THE PART WHEN SHE ALIGHTED & THE BUS DROVE AWAY!

But before we alighted, there's this man..
He couldnt take the racket going on & he stood up & shouted : "Can you shut the hell up, Old Lady? What the hell is wrong with you!"

See that's the reason.
Just a simple "Excuse me" & not being able to be excused leads to HELL.

Sometimes, I just wish that this world we're living in could be a peaceful one.
But, we've got to face reality, because..
Life isn't a bed of roses.

Everything that happens to us, be them in a good way or heartbreaking way, it's just A part & parcel of our lives & we should just leave it & carry on with life.

But my question is..
Does that ALWAYS happen to us? To be able to handle such circumstances calmly?
Just how are we gonna go about doing it?

Humans are living things; living things have feelings.
Sometimes, feelings just get the better of us.
Which leads to - HELL again.

So, to HELL with life!

It's revolving back to where it came from

2007-02-06T16:29:00.000+08:00

Dead beaten.

Term tests the following week.

Good luck to all!

=)

You light up my life

2007-02-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

I MUST FINISH MY MATHS HOMEWORK & HURRY OFF TO BED ASAP!

The sweetest chocolate I've ever tasted!

& that feeling of doubt IS erased

2007-02-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

It all ended sweetly at the strike of three forty-five this morning.
Unfortunately, it was hung bitterly when the sun was rising above our heads at two.

BUT!

With a grin, I thank you SOOOOOO much!
For having that ray of hope inside of you still.
EVEN till the last moment.

You're the one that makes things right, everytime, time after time.
Those super duper heart-melting stuffs you've said & done, it's really the best one could wish for, & it's more than enough to lift spirits high up in the air.

I'm really touched you came. THANK YOU! =)

Movies after that, was one of the options one would take to chill their Saturday's away & relax after using up our brain cells to solve maths questions during tuitions!
AND! Most importantly.. To be with someone dear ^-^

Saw both my cousins there & we're both doubly shocked when Mr L walked past us!
& we thought Phew! He doesn't teach us, so it's okay.
But! I just remembered! OH NO! He's NP's TIC!
Oh my god!

MOVIE REVIEW - LOFT

Oh DAMN!
Loft TRULY is a sucky, stupid shit show!

Throughout the WHOLE movie, the scenes DOESN'T LINK AT ALL!
There's ALOT of deleted footages, & it's SO BORING!
It's not even SCARRRRRRY at all!

Awww geeeeee, DO NOT JUDGE A MOVIE POSTER BY IT'S COVER!

Tell me, how can it be that this show's ridiculous?
Instead of being scared to our wits, we're laughing our asses out!
From a quiet theater, there's like critics going on & audiences are agreeing & laughing!

Some of which are:
Whoa, can sleep la! Stupid, dumb, fking show.
BUDGET show! Never change clothes one!
Wth! The mummy appeared infront of that guy & he's like.. NOT shocked at all! He don't even care at all!

There's 2 scenes where we really laughed like as though we're watching a comedy.
The people sitting behind us are hilarious manz.

One was that the girl was being strangled on the floor & soon, she became unconscious.
Later on, she woke up from her consciousness BUT she continued SLEEEEEEPING!
WHAT THE ?!!!

& one of them said something like: "WOAH. she really like to sleep with that pose!"
& dl said "GOT BED DONT WANT TO USE. WTF. STUPID SHOW"

The funniest part was that girl who was being strangled wanted to sorta find the lead actress.
& the actress really dumb sia.

She ran, & was stuck at a corner & they made a joke out of it!
They said, She everytime scared, run abit then stop at the corner. Might as well don't run.

Soon after, the girl appeared behind the window & they suddenly said SPIDERMAN! & everyone burst into laughter & repeated SPIDERMAN!

Finally, before the show ended, the girl behind asked her friend, Is this supposed to be a horror movie? Or romance? Or comedy? Or what?
& guess what her friend said?
He said, Aiyah, it's a mixed. That's why the classified as Others, not Horror.
& she laughed, Nono, it's supposed to be UNCLASSIFIED.

Wth stupid show manz.
Waste money, waste time.

The entire show was enjoyable, because something WAHAHAHAHA happened & we were laughing almost throughout the entire show.

Left TM & we sat down under a block for a heartfelt talk.
It's been awhile since the previous time we did.
If only time could stall, I'd pitch a tent right there & be cuddled into your arms till the next morning & let the clock tick again!

Fat hope eh, there's no such thing as Time's waiting for us!

We talked, we smiled, we laughed, we gazed AND! We sang! LOL ^^

Listening to you singing to the lyrics of Warmness On The Soul, it's really heavenly hearing your voice!
It's so deeeep(it's supposed to!) & it's awesomely sweet! Hontoni Szeghoi!

Thank you so much for today!
You're ALWAYS making my day! =)

Please, don't run away next time alright?
Reduce your pace & let's walk this collision together.
I'm certain we'll be able to pave a smoother route infront of us in the near future..

It's just so hard to call, isn't it?

2007-02-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

GODAMNIT.

MY MUSCLES ARE SO WEAK NOW.
I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING THEM OFF INSTANTLY.

IT ALL SUMS UP TO -
THIS SHIT IS SO BUSTED.
NO, I COULDN'T CARE LESS ANYMORE.

WHY SHOULD I?
WHEN YOU'RE NOT GIVING A DAMN?
IT'S SO SIMPLE YET WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO DO SO?

WHY? WHY?!

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE DOING THESE ?
WHY CAN'T YOU DO IT INSTEAD?

IT'S SO SICK THINKING THAT SOMETHING YOU REALLY WISH FOR, WOULDN'T BE GRANTED.

GODAMN ME.
NOT YOU.

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

// It's a WHOLE different meaning if you're doing something ON YOUR OWN ACCORD, or if somebody's telling you to do so.

Which is more sincere?
- Definitely something which you'll do WILLINGLY.

The shell's broken

2007-02-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

& all the kings' horses
& all the kings' men..

Couldn't put Humpty Dumpty to-ge-ther again.

From this moment, Life's passing me by

2007-02-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

Oh no! Is Blogger having a problem or is my computer having one?
I can't seem to view Blogs!
It'll go like, We're sorry, but we were unable to complete your request.

WHAT THE?!

I just know that it struck me hard - Is that how it's to be like?
It feels heavy to have realized it all.
No, maybe it isn't. Maybe it is?

How many times must "Fat hope!" be drilled into my mind?

I couldn't really comprehend in the past why people say that:
A tiny note/letter/drawing means alot.
It's able to lift one's spirits OR maybe even dampen one's mood.

I only know that when one receives something handwritten or anything like that from someone dear, they'll be reading the content gleefully regardless of the number of words there are!
Be it a few short sentences, or maybe a full page of essay, what matters most's, basically what's being written in it.

Now, I've finally understood why, even though it's of a different scenario.
A short "Thank You" is already enough to show you're being appreciative!

I guess it'll be even better if that really happens!
Yeah. I'll be sitting here with my stuffs ready to pen down my replies...

The disadvantages of blogging for me's that..
I'm still taking an hour to finish this entry & I'm supposed to BAR myself from using too much of the computer!
I've accumulated my homeworks & soon, it'll be time to clear them!

I seriously ought to be managing my time well, but NO!
Time's always slipping past in a blink of my eye without realizing it myself!

Can I ask for a Time Machine now?
I need time. MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TIME.

Oh pickaninies!

Picture depicts a thousand hearts

2007-01-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

You're the reason for everything

2007-01-30T15:51:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
BACK ACHE! BODY ACHE! EVERYWHERE ACHE!
Oh godamnit, my muscles are aching!

Anyway, on a happier & higher note..

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA!
I'M FEEELING SOOOO SOOO SOOO SOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!
HEHEHUAHUAHUAAAAAAAA

:D
=D
XD

Okay, I guess it's more than enough to excite you.
LOL ya as if I've succeeded eh. HAHA!*rolls eyes*

Ya anyways..

AH HAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
I bought stickers!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Yes yes, I know you must be thinking that it's ridiculous for me to be feeling so perky about this.
But truth is, I AM!

I've loooooong wanted to get my hands on them at Pasar Malams, those kiddy-like stickers that are so shiny, cute & eye catching! But I shy sia... HAHA!

AHHHH! What saddens me MOST is that both of the items I wanted was out of stock!
There's this Mathematical set that's so handy & compact, it's inexpensive as well!
&&&&&& I wanted that Walt Disney's sticker album.. BUT!
He has the ONLY remaining ones for both!!
AHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD!!!!

Super suay-ness manz.

Now, all I need is a sticker album, & DAMN!!!!!
Some of these stickers are so out of the picture whenever I remove them!
Like say when I remove a piece of it, instead of getting the WHOLE picture, it's imcomplete!
It's like the ears are missing & suchs.

Apart from this, the wind's getting chiller & stronger each passing day!

Oh yes & before I forget,
Happy Sweet Sixteen Azuin! =D

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Edited - 8pm

Sometimes, you could standing on top of the mountain feeling extremely happy, but the next moment, you're falling right back into melancholy.

& seriously, it sucks.

But it all sums up to..
It's all in the mind.

Happppppppppy Feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeth! <3

2007-01-29T20:15:00.001+08:00

Just when I thought I've FINALLY found a suitable blogskin!
Urgh, it's sucha waste of my time!
Seriously! -.-

Damn, I guess I shall look for another replacement when I'm free to do so.
I just hope that I won't be searching in vain!
We'll catch up on that IF I'm able to another one.

I'm still having these scorpions in my mind.

I'm beginning to ponder;
Why must we keep on living?
For whom? What & Why?

We live to eat, we eat to live.
Sometimes, meals get unappetizing BUT! They turn out sweet & delicious in the end!
Finally, it's the first after soooooo long.

Do we usually feel dizzy after our runs?
Or it could be because it's been awhile since I last ran?
& with only 3 hours of sleep aint enough.
Yeah, this could be the reasons.

I'm procrastinating again with so many stuffs undone.
I guess I shall do them tomorrow.
:)

I've exhausted my energy.
I wanna sleep right now, but there's BIO test tomorrow!
Damn, Damn, DAMN!

That three-letter-word you gave, was already something.
From the sky down to the sea, it's the best one could ever wish for.
<3

I don't want any Sunday's anymore.
Can I have another Monday instead?
LOL.

Finally, Something new!

2007-01-28T18:42:00.000+08:00

I'm still left with the last 8pages of geog to read.

I've not touched on my Science's homeworks.

Will there be PE tomorrow?

Is tomorrow gonna be a Happy one?

Does anyone know how do I get these ____ off from those links?

Why am I not preparing for my tests & it's still left unwritten!

Oh & I'm more comfortable with skins that are hugeeeeeee.
Like, take my previous one for example & you shall get my meaning.

Okay, maybe not? =/

I feel more to life whenever I see things in a bigger picture.
LOL ^^

& I know my face is like C R A P now.
Damn......

When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do is think of you.

I think of you and it's gone.
Like you chased away the storm
Making it all okay

I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on

It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

LOL THIS AUDIO IS HILARIOUS MANZ!!

Blogskins doesnt have the skin I'm looking for!

2007-01-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

Now I know why I'm ALWAYS reminded to keep my stuffs properly, probably in plain sight & most importantly, I've to obviously remember where it was last seen!

How dumb can things get?
I can't find my Spray Art set & the only memory I had of that was when I was clearing stuffs for my room makeover last year!
Have I thrown it away?
OH GOD PLEASE SAY NO!!

But, if it's a YES, then it's no wonder I couldn't find it after searching high & low for it in vain!
Urgh.. Now, I've to handwrite it.
Zzz.

Oh AND!
I'm still working on my NEW new year resolution;

I'll try my best to NOT accumulate my homeworks!
However, there's already a stack of unfinished work I've saved! :/

& the most exciting part, I'm not intending to do them today.
Okay, maybe not for the moment.
Nah, not now.

Maybe after I've woken up later. Which is like, t o m o r r o w?
LOL =)

& I know that it's a wonderful world

2007-01-25T07:32:00.000+08:00

I wanna be like the past, but I keep messing it up again.

& i know that it's a wonderful world, but I can't feel it right now
Well I thought that I was doing well, but I just want to cry now
Well I know that it's a wonderful world..
From the sky down to the sea
But I can only see it when you're here, here with me

Sometimes I feel so full of love but it just comes spilling out
It's uncomfortable to see yet I give it away so easily
But I've someone I would do anything
I'd never, never, ever let you feel alone
No I won't leave you, not on your own

I wish that I could make it better.
I'd give anything for you to call me, or maybe just a little letter
Oh, maybe we could start again

But who am I to dream?
Dreams are for fools, they've let you down...

Any High 5?

2007-01-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

Oh, what a hectic Monday to start off with!

Boring, I've failed my MT paper2.
I can't figure out where went wrong & suchs.
Oh bother.

I'm feeling so restless for the whole day today.
Lessons till 4.45pm, how energetic can one get till school's dismissal?

It's a MUST that I'm going for CCA tomorrow, like finally.
The threat that we'll be kicked out if we don't turn up tomorrow is working!
Well, at least, for me.

Yeah, but what's the use?
I don't get an A, B, C or even D throughout these years!
The best grade I'll get when I've cleared my O's maybe F9.
Ya, ridiculous I know.
Like, what have I been doing all these years?!

Yeah, I didn't see CCA as THAT important back then.
I'm just the naive, childish one to NOT see that importance.
Until a few weeks back.
But what can I say or do? I can't possibly turn back time!

Bottomline, even if I were to turn up faithfully till April, god bless, I MIGHT still get an F9 or something.

Okay, maybe tomorrow I'll just be the "Junior" for once.
So many unfamiliar faces, I wonder what will my Juniors think? "Oooooh is she new?"
LOL.
But should I go? It feels soooo zzzzzz manz.

It's the BIG O this year.
Afterwhich, everyone will be following their dreams/goals.
But me? No, I don't have one. YET.
I'm still finding, searching for that interest or something.

REGRET is the word to everything.

Finally, signs are being shown.

Where has the Shaker Fries gone to?

2007-01-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

I'm not used to not use my own computer.

The very keyboard that I type on, the very mouse that I scroll with as well as the very screen that I used to stare at!

However, I admit that I prefer my bro's keyboard to mine!
Damn, the keys I'm tapping on are soft & comfortable to press!
His room is more exposed to wind!
Ahhhhh, I can feel the strong wind slapping onto my cheek!
LOL.

I've been feeling so godamn !#$%^ lately.
I don't know why, but ALWAYS, DAMN!
Every single time, opportunity strikes to make me feel pissed.
& being unable to control it well, I prick like a needle trying to burst someone's balloon.

Now let me recall..

First off, it was the pouring rain yesterday that drowned my spirits.
Now, I'm unable to freaking log on to windows!
Why? I don't know!
It was still functioning well yesterday but since this morning, it keeps pissing me off by beeping the shit outta me!

I know what's gonna happen when I tell my dad that my com's spoilt.

1- He'll say it can be repaired.
2- He'll suggest that my drives are to be FORMATTED.
3- You know what's gonna happen next.

If you don't, here's an insight as to what happened a couple of years back.
Now, let's trackback to the past!
Zzz.

Same thing, my computer was not functioning > my dad repaired it for me > my stuffs from my drives were so GONE.
Thus, I'll go ranting about why didn't I transfer these files into my external hardisk?
L A Z Y is the word.

AND!
I'm always taking things for granted & hence, start to regret.

Get the picture now?
Don't? Rejoice!

Oh holy geese! .........
When can this childish thinking of mine ever change or go away?????????
It's always causing negative consequences for doing so.

Let's see who'll be having monday blues tomorrow!

I know I take words to heart

2007-01-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how ONE knows what's gonna happen, but expect SOMEONE to freaking tell them that when it happens.

It's astonishing why SOMEBODY has to keep ranting on SOMEONE'S efficiency when it happens?
Why can't you lend a helping hand too?

I've lost the motivation. Well, thank you so much.

Drifted away..

2007-01-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

Drown, drench & drain every damn thing up, up & away!
I need a coffin right now.

BUT, can I rise from the dead?

Money is a major issue for me right now

2007-01-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Ops! I didn't know I've blasted my pocket!

The beat that I'm banging is full of s-

2007-01-16T20:00:00.000+08:00

Indigo Looks Yellowish To Me, Brother!
I'm so sorry!

It's that damn cold night, trying to figure out this life..

Recess was heavenly today! ^^

2007-01-11T18:49:00.000+08:00

I WAS TOLD OF THE ULTIMATEST SHOCKING & AMAZING NEWS EVER, TODAY!!
IT'S CONFIRMED THAT WE'RE GOING TO THE UK'S THIS JUNE!
OH MY (I CANT SAY!!!) GOD!! OH MY! OH MY FKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED CAAAAAAAAAAAN!!

My class totally freaked out upon hearing this news & everyone went crazy, giggling, laughing, talking to ourselves & being extremely excited as though it's like we're leaving the day after tomorrow! HAHA!!

& my teacher said that the Sec3's&4's are going as well, BUT! if the responses are overwhelming, Lit classes will have an ADVANTAGE! (will we be sitting the First Class too? HAHA!)
Chupa! Chuupa!! =D

I can't imagine how it's gonna be like for us when we're there!
I told Diana my plan during chem & OH MY GOODNESS! I'm so excited at the thought of it already!!
HEHEEEHEEEEEE.

1- ALL GIRLS HAVE! TO BRING A SET OF PAJAMAS ALONG! THE DESIGNS DEFINITELY HAVE TO BE BIG & FUNNY & WE'RE GONNA TAKE PICTURES OF US IN THAT!
2- EVERYONE OF US GIRLS WILL THEN GATHER IN ONE ROOM AFTER LIGHTS OUT & DO STUFFS WHICH MOSTLY GIRLS WOULD DO! Girl talks, pillow fights, card games, Truth Or Dare, (seriously there's still more! BUT I can't remember right now!!)
3- OMG ALL THE HOT & GORGEOUS PEOPLE OVER THERE WITH NATURALLY COLOURED HAIR & EYES! AHHH!! (lololol but they can NEVER win ^^ HAHA!!)
4- ETC! ETC! THERE'S A HELL LOT MORE! But it's just so predictable what we're gonna do there!

Sigh, it's many mooooooooooore days looooooooooong!!
5 MORE MONTHS TO GO!
I seriously & sincerely hope that my dad approves me to!

HEHEHUAHUAAAAAAAA
I CAN'T WAIT!! =D

I will stand by you forever <3

2007-01-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

I'm like so fickle-minded!
One moment I've removed my tagboard, the next day, I place it back again.
Like, godamn, it's so hard to finalise my decisions!

I actually have this thought of deleting this blog for good, but for these 3years, I've been blogging and it'll be a waste if I stop blogging.
Like all my efforts will be gone.
Like my time spent updating each post is so wasted & you know how long I'd take to finish one post!

LOLOLOL the thought of the bear you gave me just brings big grins to me! ^^
I like the choc you chose as well! (LOL I couldn't bear to eat it!! AWWWW)
Both of these are just soooo awwwwwwwww, awesome laah!! ^_^
HAHA!

Thanks for the card! It's just soo true & oh my god! Sooo cute!! :D
Thank you so much for spending sooo much on these items!
Thank you so so so much to the both of you!
BUT YOU! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!! =)

Why must 19days be 19days away? HAHAHAHAHAA!!
Lolololol ^^

I will stand by you forever, you can take my breath away..

You have stolen my heart

2007-01-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

First off, I wanna thank everyone for the birthday greetings & presents!
I was shocked, honestly! Like it's soooo early in the year & some remembered it so clearly!

Here's some Thank You's to:

My parents! LOL *rolls eyes*
Lian Mei & Lian Na!
FoongMei, 940, Vivien & WanQuan for the PizzaHut treat yesterday! :D
Diana! You called me midnight just to wish me!
YOU for the birthday message at midnight too! <3
Zhan Jie!
Fairus! You still rmb sia!
Candy! Sorry I forgot about the bash!
Felina for the present! HAHA! I was way too shocked when you passed it to me! =D
Cassandra! Heheee shyshy ^^
Edwiana! Lololol your treat to my drink!
Last but not least, my class, 4e1! =D

Thank you's again, To those who sent me smses & wished me a Happy Birthday in school!

But I still find my birthday DAMN EARLY LAH CAN! x.x

School dismissal's at 4.45pm today.
Everyone's feeling so dead for lessons after lunch break.

After school, everything seemed sooo wrong.
Wayyyyyyyyyyy shitty out of everything.

Oh yeah, I've removed my tagboard.
I realised there are not much tags, why should I be putting a taggy there in the 1st place though.
Right? HAHA!

But if you wanna have your say or something just click on my post's name then there'll be this Post A Comment thingy right at the bottom.
Yeah I know it's super troublesome...

It all happened too fast in a snap of our fingers, resulting in a twist of fate.

That's Life! XD

2007-01-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

How amusing can Life get when you're ALL GEARED UP for something!

First up, I was sooooo looking forward towards tuition this afternoon when suddenly, IT WAS CANCELLED!
& to think that I kept worrying that what if my teacher's gonna throw up teaching me Maths!
&& I WAS EXCITED OKAY! Like it's my FIRST tuition I'll be attending, after sooo many years of not doing so!

& the trip to Fengshan was postponed too!
You yuan wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu fen! =(
But fret not! There's still many many manyyyyyyyyy more days to come!
Wait till next month(Okay maybe few weeks later), Katong Laksa shall not be excused!
HEHEHUAHUAAAAAAAA~

Urgh stupid shit.
There's tuition tomorrow morning & it's FREAKING 10 IN THE MORNING!
I've to turn in early tonight!

Oh & before it slips off my mind again,
I met up with my cousins last night for the belated Christmas celebration & we dined at NYDC! (crap what exactly does NYDC stand for?)
We were supposed to be meeting during the New Year, but everyone couldn't make it due to work.
& we're meeting up again next friday for another belated celebration! :D

I love you, love you & you already know ^_^ <3

2007-01-05T16:06:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhh...
I feel much refreshed after I've said everything that's on my mind just now.
I'm looking forward to a better future for us! ^_^

I'm starting to be sooo stressed up since Day 1.
Sigh, Mrs Tan was right.
I should be retained in Sec3 to brush up on my maths.
I'm so afraid, what if I were to fail my maths during the O's?

Alright, I'm gonna make this post as short as possible!
So that I'll have the time to do at least ONE MATHS SUM before meeting up with my cousins!

Yup. I've been on a pretty tight budget these few days.
I'm saving for the next few days! (But how much can you save for 3days?)
If ever, it's still counted as.
Lololol.

Well I know that its a wonderful world from the sky down to the sea, but I can only see when you're here, here with me.
And I know that it's a wonderful world
When your with me.

Yes! Finally I know the title of this Akon's song!
Zzz what the hell, the title's I wanna F* you. -.-
But the edited one, is waaaaay nicer!! :D

Erm, I only like the chorus.
LOLOLOL -.-

I see you windin n grindin up on the floor,
I know u see me lookin' at you and you already know
I wanna love you, love you, you already know
I wanna love you, love you, you already know

Oops! I'm running short of time!
Gotta go! =D